Awake on my bed I lie,

Memories on a roller coaster

Hiccups of thoughts;

I know no what surrounds me

Images, sounds and visions blur

Tears are sour,wiping out the world around me.

In a no-mans island

I lay as a weed in a tempest.

Memories hurt, yet they don't bleed.

A journey down my memory lane

Smiling faces, laughters and cheers

Faces I know; emotions I am;

Lost melodies of yesterday.

Swirling in an ocean of thoughts

Dissecting events of my past:

Soothing lullabies and ballads of victory

Tears of joy and tears of success.

Events run past me

I'm a loner.

Figuring the pros's and corns

I see every pro in a a corn.

Warmth of sun, chill of the moon

Chirps of birds and twinkling stars

Oceans, clouds, trees and winds

Mountains, deserts and mist

Brush past me.

I belong not here

This is not my paradise.