BROKEN,

                                           here i sit on my bed,

                 horrible thoughts running through my head,

                   music so loud it hurts my brain,

                   but it keeps me away from all the pain.

                      family around that doesnt care,

                       too much stress for one to bare.

                   people look at me and say im bad,

                    but they dont know the life i've had.

                         a father that i've never known,

                        a mother who is always stoned.

                          is that a life you'd like to live?

                             after all im just a kid.

                 i dont think life is supposed to hurt so bad,

                  but everythings gone wrong, i feel so sad.

                          when will i get to live again?

                       where are you, my "best friend?"

                        so many things left unspoken,

                        i wish i didnt feel so broken.